I am a strong believer in negotiation defense and avoidance of conflict. I don’t even know if I could personally harm another human being in a violent way. I have fortunately been able so far to limit my violence to pushing away and blocking attacks. If somebody seriously came after me to kill me I think that blocking could get quite violent and possibility I would judge that I had to stop the other person permanently. Of course the whole time I would be trying to negotiate my way out of the situation.